I’m going to take a little break from this blog. I think my up swing is over and I want to try and get it back.
Its hard to feel miserable, waking up to the sound of the birds and the warmth of the sun. It doesn’t matter that the only warmth I actuallyhad was my elephant onesie and 3 dogs weighing a total of 66kg who were also slowly crushing me to death.
There’s just something about Cornwall. I love it here. I always feel my best.
Yesterday we were treking through the woods when Ri mentioned he was sad that we weren’t doing anything over the bank holiday. Usually we go away and do something, but with Ri being unwell and me just starting to regain my footing, we hadn’t really planned anything. After a 1 minute long conversation, we decided to come camping!
The best thing about camping is that the dogs can be with us and it doesn’t cost much at all. So, we are all here in sunny Cornwall. Its very exciting and a perfect time to start my scrapbook. On top of that, it’s Kyran, Joshie & my birthday on Monday!
I don’t think people realize how anxious and paranoid I can get. It can get to the point where I’m convinced that all of my friends secretly don’t like me and that they only pity me. Sometimes I feel like people only talk to me because I’m depressed. I convince myself that I’m useless, boring, unfunny and a bad person. I usually believe at least one of those things at any given moment. It hurts
I forgot to do my happy and gratitude for yesterday, so here it is.
I was happy because I had a relaxing day of watching OiTNB and just not doing much and it was much needed.
I was thankful for the beautiful evening sky, and for my evening spent in candle light.